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Name: Mina
Birthday: 1/15/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: .. Killing myself .. .. wait if I'm good at that doesn't that mean I'm dead x_O
Expertise: killing myself lol .. I thought I already said that ..


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Member Since: 4/10/2005

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Friday, April 22, 2005

Blue: In the last 24 hours have you..
Cried? No, but yesterday I have
Hugged someone? Yes, my mom and Dad and Grandma ... sister and Nathan. Lol
Kissed someone? lol no but on the bus my head and nathans heads were on top of each other and Ryan was like "who is that?!? that looks like Mina and Nathan are making out!"
Lied? hm..... maybe -looks the other Direction-
Snuck out of your house? Nope, never..
Laughed really hard? kinda yeah lol
Gotten sick? yes ..  I have a slight cold right now
Hung out with a friend? at school yeah
Got your feelings hurt? Yes kind of .. it was somrthing really stupid, well I though it was stupid but it seemed to hurt my pride still. But yeah I got in trouble.. Been lied to? how would I know??



Gray: What Would You Do..
If you saw someone shoplift? Just Stare .. lol and go .. =P I'm telling on you!!
If a loved one died? NOOOOOOO! NEVER WILL I LET THAT HAPPEN!
If a friend lied to you? I would prolbey care if it was something really big but if it wasn't then I probley wouldn't care so much .. like "I like ur shirt" pshh.... yeah  If your GF // BF were cheating on you? Slap `em!
If something really embarrasing happened to you? Face would turn red and then I would go write about what happened so I won't feel so much embarressed .. If someone isulted you: Depends on who T___T
If you found out a teacher at your school was a drug dealer: I'd report then laugh lol .. jk jk
If you found out someone in your family was stealing stuff from someone else in your family? -punch them-
If you found out your Dad was on Viagra? Whats that?
If something really bad happened to sliced your finger off or something else? ...EWWW!! NEVER!

Red: Your Emotions..
Do you tend to cry a lot?No, Only when my feelings are really hurt or when I am in a really crappy mood and people just blame things on me over and over ... Do you get really bad mood swings? lol sometimes, yeah I guess so... 
Do you tend to get annoyed easily? No, I am annoying.
What annoy's you the most? My Parents, my corrupted mind
Do your feelings get hurt easily? Kinda yeah, but I'm used to it.
If another person said something mean about you, would it matter to you what they said? Not really, but it'd probley be a bit annoyed on WHAT they said.
Does it bother you if people talk shit on you? Kinda, because I don't like be talked lowley about and I dont like people talking about without knowing me ...   Does food change how you feel? no, only ice cream does.
Have you ever cut // done drugs to feel better? I'd be crazy to take drugs. Hello no, no to drugs! even I can think of a better way of dieing!


Green: Your Apperance..
Are you tall or short? I'm short .. really short lol but shortness is always the tool to make u cutier! .well ... ok .. no but I'm tryin to make myself feel better T_T What color hair do you have? Dark Brown with orange highlights
Do // have you dyed your hair? lots and lots of times =P
What color eyes do you have? brown? light brown? o_o some color.
Do you have glasses // contacts? Both o_o I want color contacts though.
Do you want color contacts? I just said that O_o
Do you think your attractive? ...uh no? O.o
Do other people think your attractive? I don't know I wouldn't ask either lol
If your a girl do you wear make up? No, I don't need that junk to make myself bueatiful
What color looks best on you? black,red,blue,white,yellow,orange .. I donno all colors?

Orange: Your Social Life..
What group are you in at school? I'm in an asian group! lol
How did you get into that clique? I'm asian lol
Is there a group you wish you were in? There are no jrocker groups in my school! nobody knows (execpt junnie) or cares about it in my school!! -gasps-
Is there a clique your clique hates? Preppy, mean bitchy, snobby,rude, 6th grade girl mob groups lol                                                                                What do you normally do on the weekends? Online, Draw, sing, eat, sleep, watch t.v.
What do you normally do on school nights? Study and go on the net
Do you go on single dates // group dates? I don't go on dates ..
What would you do for a first date? go to the movies? I don't know!! 
Do you go to parties? Yeah, birthday parties lol
What is your "Label"? label? o_o uhhh?

Purple: You Wish..
If you had three wish's what would they be? to be miyavi's lover, to be loved, to have someone who really truely cares about me. 
Why would they be your wishes? Because I love Miyavi, Becuase I want to be loved, because nobodyy cares about me...
If you could give your best friend anything, what would it be? hm.. anything ... uh. I donno depends on what he/she wants
Why would you give them that? I donno  
What is your "Dream House"? a big house with a recoding studio and dance stadium.
What is your "Dream Car"? Mustang! lol I don't care .. don't really care much about cars

What is your "Dream Life"? To be a jrocker!
What charateristics would your Perfect GF\wife // BF\Husband have? oh wow, hm.. great long hair, lip peircing and ears peirced, sweet, funny, loveing, caring, somebody that loves me for me.
What would they look like? Like Miyavi ^^v
Where would you live? Japan, or Korea! where else? har har


Pink: Love
What characteristics do you look for in a GF // BF? someone with great hair ^^;; and a sweet personality.
Apperance wise, what are you attracted to?  Great hair! someone like Miyavi! lol
How long was your longest relationship? 2 years.
Who was it with? a Philipino guy. I liked him alot.
Why do you think it lasted that long? Because we liked each other for that long and we talked about everything .. he picked on me sometimes lol...
Why did you guys break up? [[if you didnt break up skip this question!]] Because I guess it just didn't work out between us. He told me he didn't love me like he used to... 
Who was your favorite GF // BF? The Philipino guy. He was so sweet and funny 
Why were they your favorite? I just said why up there! lol
Whats the nicest thing the opposite sex has done // said to you? Give me candy, comfert me when I was hurt...
Who broke your heart? [[if anyone]] Alot of people ... it pains me to live

FINALLY DONE! I started a few days back and finished on 4/28/05 lol well I didn't keep coming back!


Thursday, April 21, 2005

Nickname[s] : Kakashi12, KakashiMina, Kazuki, Nighty-chan lol
How old do you look : ..uh.. 12 TT^TT
How old do you act :  14 .. I guess
Glasses/Contacts : Both
Braces :  Nope
Pets :  If my sister counts  xD
Get embarrassed :  Yes
What makes you happy : playing Violin and Guitar, Drawing, Singing, listening or watch Miyav i lol                                                      
What upsets you :  Myself, papercuts
Quote/Lesson of the day :  "Your Not alone. But I sure as hell am. . . "                                                                                                             
Piercings :  Mind ur own damn buiessness.. jking~~ ^_^;;
Tattoos :  No, but I want to get a bar code tatoo on the back of my neck to show everyone how Bound I am to this life.  
Height : ... 4'11 TT^TT shut up I'm short!                                                    

Shoe Size :  ....... size 4 in womens, I have small feet too!
Hair: What about my hair?? lol I have dark brown with orange highlights
Siblings :  1 younger sister (9) and 1 Younger brother (12) ... annoying little kids they are!!

lol stole this off of Tori's Xanga~ <333 to ya Tori RoCk On \M/

 


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Hey everybody lol. TodayI drained my brain in doing nothing lol execpt study and work, played guitar with Junnie during lunch. Well here is something I got outta boajjang lol thanks Truong


Sunday, April 17, 2005

Man, today was busy! lol well I guess it was fun, I went to the glacier and then to Lena beach. well after that I came home played with my aunt's camra phone and took pics .. but she saved them on her phone xD and then I played with her new born baby (SO CUTE!)

Then I came onto the comp and talked to Bering,Amanda, Junnie, and Aj .. it was weird. I was acting weird. My stoach hurtz now, had to many spicy things to eat >.< .. man I should watch what I eat, anyways yeah .. today sorta sucked xD .. man I need something to help my tummy ... -owwwwwwww..-

 


Saturday, April 16, 2005

Thank you Junnie for the link!

and .. what was up with that convo? why is he asking about me?? I'm sorta .. confused to all of this.

Well he did ask me how are things going with the guy I like .. Junnie please don't tell him I'll get mad or anything if he asks just says u don't know, because I don't quite want my personal life going around u`kno?

well check out my other xanga! "youkaimina"! its got a new layout agian lol



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